


Maybe

by sundaybest7



Category: iCarly
Genre: Angst, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-04-27
Updated: 2010-04-27
Packaged: 2013-12-21 17:21:58
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 635
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5927487/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2337501/sundaybest7
Summary: Carly thinks over what she did wrong, as she watches Freddie love the person she least expected. Seddie. I'm new, rate please!





	Maybe

hheyy, this is just a short one shot I wrote. It came out of boredom and I think its alright. I have a longer one shot I've been working for a while. When I finish I'll post :]. After finishing this, I realize its relatable to anyone who's loved someone that a) has moved on or b) doesn't love you back. It's seddie, but how carly feels about seddie, so I guess creddie?

It's the type of corny flirting, one saw on TV. This is real flirting; however, and it makes me want to barf. I stand across the hallway, barely breathing as I watch. He takes his soft hand and puts a lock of her hair behind her ear. She giggles like an annoying airhead. Only he made her like this. The girl I knew standing across the hall, wasn't an airhead or an annoying teenager. No, she was Sam, my best friend, which I've forgotten who she was lately. And the other one, yeah the sudden Romeo, was Freddie.  
How this happened I didn't understand. Maybe it was the fact I kept waiting, or turning him down just to see if he'd keep coming back around. Maybe it was love between the two, they do say opposites attract. Maybe he was doing all this to make me jealous. Then again, maybe I was just being self-centered. I sigh as the two of them whisper in each other's ears. That should be me on the other side of the hallway. Only, it wasn't.  
Maybe if I just walk over there and tell Freddie the truth, it could change things. I'm scared, though. I'm scared he'll think I'm a big liar, or even worse he'll see what I really am- confused and terrified. A person only lives once, right? So, I'm going to do it.  
I'll go over there and say "Freddie, I love you." Maybe he'll say it back, maybe he won't. I can't take not knowing any longer. I take a step. I'm going to do it. One foot in front of the other.  
"You can do this, Carly,' I tell myself, now half way there. Only a few more yards. I've been honest before; this time it will change my life. I walk slowly, waiting for him to notice me. He never does and in the short distance between us, I hear Freddie speak the three words I've wanted him to say. But, those words aren't to me this time.  
"Sam I…I love you." He bites his lower lip, waiting for her reply. Instead of the reply I was expecting, such as her punching him, or saying, "Well I love bacon, what's your point?"  
She simply says, "I love you, too." Then she hugs him and he closes his eyes, as he smiles the biggest smile I've seen him smile. They unlock from their embrace and then my heart stops and my stomach drops, as I see him put his hand on her cheek tenderly and kiss her lightly. Neither of them see me standing there, so I turn and run. I run out the front doors, nearly tripping on the front steps. Neither of them see me cry on grass outside and neither see me go home early that day.  
Screwing up is something I'm good at. Waiting too long, is something I'm even better at. When I see them, maybe I'll ask Freddie why he changed his mind. But most likely, I'll pretend nothing's changed and that I didn't over hear their conversation. Because actually saying how I feel, is something I'm terrible at.


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